The will to live
Honestly, this has only became recently true. I lived only because others wanted me to. I remember waking each day disappointed that I woke up and pushed myself to get through to the next hour. I kept busy to avoid the intrusive thoughts until I couldn’t take it anymore. The will to live can be exhausting but in time I found purpose in my life. I share because I know the struggle. You have to keep fighting. You have to keep pushing.